Path to humanity

Path to humanity
We cannot despair of humanity, since we ourselves are human beings. (Albert Einstein)

Friday, August 9, 2013

Love after death


“Your beautification is your inner self that is cold and so warm the same moment. It allures me to pour all my love over you if there is any. I wish to hold your eye closing fragrance till I meet Him in heaven. I wish to touch your heart like forever as its mine since my first breath….I love you, yes I love you.”

A tear drop touches her soft fingers as he uttered his last words to her….

“This deep sea resembles the time when we met like forever; this reminds me that you are nothing but my life. I wish to pour myself in your deepness which in turns my worth for this mere world. HE has no power on me to demise my love for you, ever. I am with you and will always be.”

She wanted to say it loud; only tears come out replacing her thoughts instead.
He was dead and so she is.

“It's not you that is soothing to my heart; it's your presence and your fragrance...that reasons me to smile. You may not be with me in real but you are real in my dreams.”
She wiped her tears and her lips curved into that beautiful smile. He was gone but not from her heart.


“Every time, your touch finds my heart, I feel complete. I want to love you. I want you to love me. Destiny may not like me ever but I hope you will, once. And you know- Hope is a good thing and no good thing ever dies. I am smiling coz’ I will find you just like your touch finds my heart.”
Her thoughts and she herself were fighting with Him, God.
To wait is the only visible solution for her.


"It is even harder, not to love. When I see you my heart tells me, we are meant to be together. My all restlessness tranquilizes into eternal serenity. How can I not miss your fragrance that reasons to fade that blackness? All I can say....I...."

Her eyes were wet. It was a dream. She again called on his number and saw her name on the screen, blinking as 'My life' in her other hand.


“Your glimpse reveals the truth of your heart. Your voice is a divine blessing. I want to wait living with your ‘thoughts’. I have believed Him and in His presence.”
Something deep in her heart converts into trust that she will meet him once again.
The Lord is truly awesome. Even though we may forget some of our desires...HE never ever forgets!


“It’s amazing going into dreams thinking about you and teasing you there. To give all my happiness for your one smile. To behold you. To love you. To miss you even when you are breath close to me. It’s like continuing the happiness forever. I wish to wake up in your lap. You, playing with my hair. Giving me all your yummy fragrance. Don’t blush dear. You will be more qweet and I will…”
This is how, he usually pour his thoughts on her.
She is damn missing him. She is in love with him since ever.


“I want to know you. I want to know; your wishes, your dreams, your inner self. I want to know, why I miss you every instant even when you are no distance to me. Why I see you close to my heart and in my arms when on earth I close my eyes? Why you don’t do nothing but always live in my dreams? I want to know the beauty in your heart. Why are you so precious to me now? I want to touch you. Yes, I want to love you.”
Nobody knows nothing, why are they not together without expressing a word of affection and love? Why it happened…?

Sunday, August 4, 2013

The beginning- बस एक शुरुआत


देश रो रहा है, क्षण प्रतिक्षण।
किसके लिए?
हमारे सिवा और किसके लिए?
जब सर्द हवा सिहरन पैदा करती हैं
तो दोष देश का नहीं
जब माथे पर पसीने की बूँदें इकठ्ठा हो जाती हैं
तो भी दोष देश का नहीं।
किन कारणों से है

दसों दिशाओं में रक्त का हाहाकार
और फैला हुआ है हर कहीं
विडम्बनाओं का रूप साकार।
इस घुटन
में जीने से क्या होगा?
यूँ बैठे बैठे तो कुछ भी ना होगा।
बस एक कदम की ही तो बात है
करनी हमें बस एक शुरुआत है
खुद में सोये हुए उस जज्बे को जगाने की

बहते हुए हर आंसू को मिटाने की
अपने हांथो से,
अपने इन्हीं कोमल हांथो से
जैसे कोई अपने बच्चे को प्यार करता है।
बस यही और कुछ नहीं
कुछ भी नहीं।
देश हसेगा, खिलखिलायेगा
और फिर हम!!




Monday, July 8, 2013

Serenity


For the sake of goodness,
all is bad, very bad.
In the search of happiness
Inner self is sad, very sad.
Thoughts are personified
into realities, fake realities.
world is not enough
to get rid of these enemies.

Rest is on you God, I believe
this grief will fade away and cease.
We will find happiness in ourselves
faith is most important, that helps.
moving on is the best thing in life
learning from defeats and when you cry.
Good, bad or sad or any fake reality
will vanish by the time; rest will be serenity.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

... and Life is beautiful


Nothing important-
'Some desires, some feelings.
World of hopes- may be crawling.
Some smiles, some cries.
never ending tries.
Continuum in defeats
steady feet.
silence! deep somewhere
curved lips but tears.
still-
beautiful life and heart
all are life's part.'
-somewhat important.

Saturday, June 22, 2013

I thought, I am observant!


I thought, I am observant.
I see people many kind.
Colored, smiling, crying, silent, angry, blind.
Some are happy with nothing in life,
some are sad having golds in their eyes.
Some are thoughtful, blissful and full,
some are all empty but cool.
Love is there and hatred too.
Why is that, I have no clue?
I thought. I am observant!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Empty promises




I forgot myself in your arms. It was meant to be forever.
But...you are human!
You ignored...you smiled...and moved on...
I stayed...I cried...and-

I was lost in your charms. It was meant to see through clearer.
But...you are human!
You winked...you played...and walked away...
I said...I prayed...and-

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

but I'm...


But I'm too busy gazing at stars.
I feel amazing but I'm...
But I'm so messy playing at wars.
I feel mesmerizing but I'm...
But I'm no steady crying at hearts.
I feel dying but I'm...
But I'm snow easy melting at scars.
I feel trying but I'm...

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Beautiful is what- Part II


Beautiful is what?
A white swan or its pure heart.
I feel her smile deep down
lost somewhere chirping like bird.

or those soft pearls in her leg
glittering like stars far away
and that ocean like blue part
that is so calm like lullaby stays.

or those magical dance steps
and serene smile with bare legs.
those black eyes that said-
everything unsaid.

This is all you-
O' my fragrance, everywhere.
found you in here that day
when you touched and cared.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

The wishes


"Nobody values a thing until he possesses it. And when it comes to him back or for the first time, he starts disowning it. Nature, human nature...nothing more than that.
I disowned you the day I met you and now I value you more than anything in this mere world.
I wish, I hope and I wait for the right thing to happen with you and with me."

She once again read his letter with teary eyes and tried to keep it as close to her heart.
The wishes are never gonna be fulfilled as he is no more with her; he is no more in this virtual world though.

Monday, May 20, 2013

You are my reasons



I waited for you so long
yeah, I was so strong
you made me this lost
all of it is just past
you are nowhere, you are nowhere
you are in here, deep in my heart
you are my reasons, right from the start
you are my reasons, right from the start.