Pratima gazed
out over the Indian Ocean, feeling the faint breeze against her face - eyes
shut, the white sand warm between her bare toes. The place was beautiful beyond
belief, but it was still unable to ease the grief she felt as she remembered
the last time she had been here.
She was in a relationship with Aviral right here on this
spot two years ago to the day. Dressed in a simple white shift dress, miniature
white roses attempting to tame her long dark curls, Pratima had been happier
than she had ever thought possible. Aviral was even less formal but utterly
irresistible in creased summer trousers and a loose white cotton shirt. His
dark hair slightly ruffled and his eyes full of adoration as his looked at his
girl. The justice of the peace had read their vows as they held hands and
laughed at the sheer joy of being young, in love and staying in a five star
resort on the Indian Ocean of the Republic of India. They had seen the years
blissfully stretching ahead of them, together forever. They planned their
children, two she said, he said four so they compromised on three (two girls
and a boy of course); where they would live, the travelling they would do
together - it was all certain, so they had thought then.
But that seemed such a long time ago now. A lot can change
in just a few years - a lot of heartache can change a person and drive a wedge
through the strongest ties, break even the deepest love. Two years to the day
and they had returned, though this time not for the beach side fun the beach
was famous for but for one of its equally popular quickie break up.
Pratima let out a sigh that was filled with pain and regret. What could she do
but move on, find a new life and new dreams? - the old one was beyond repair.
How could this beautiful place, with its lush green coastline, eternity of
azure blue sea and endless sands be a place for the agony she felt now?
The man stood watching from the edge of the palm trees. He couldn't take his
eyes of the dark-straight-haired girl he saw standing at the water's edge,
gazing out to sea as though she was waiting for something - or someone. She was
beautiful, with her slim figure dressed in a loose flowing cotton dress, her
crazy hair and bright dark eyes not far off the deepness of the sea itself. It
wasn't her looks that attracted him though; he came across many beautiful women
in his work as a writer. It was her loneliness and intensity that lured him.
Even at some distance he was aware that she was different from any other girl
he could meet.
Pratima
sensed the man approaching even before she turned around. She had been aware of
him standing there staring at her and had felt strangely calm about being
observed. She looked at him and felt the instant spark of connection she had
only experienced once before. He walked slowly towards her and they held each
other's gaze. It felt like meeting a long lost friend - not a stranger on a
strange beach.
Later, sitting at one of the many restaurant on the resort, sipping
the local cocktails they began to talk. First pleasantries, their hotels, the
quality of the food and friendliness of the locals. Their conversation was
strangely hesitant considering the naturalness and confidence of their earlier
meeting. Onlookers, however, would have detected the subtle flirtation as they
mirrored each other's actions and spoke directly into each other's eyes. Only
later, after the alcohol had had its loosening effect, did the conversation
deepen. They talked of why they were here and finally, against her judgement,
Pratima opened up about her heartache of the past year and how events had led
her back to the place where she had in a relationship with the only man she
believed she could ever love. She told him of things that had been locked deep
inside her, able to tell no one. She told him how she had felt after she had
lost her relationship.
It was six months and the happiest she had ever been when the love had started.
She was staying with her mother as Aviral was working out in another city. He
hadn't made it back in time. Her friend had said it was just one of those
things, that they could work upon. But how could she when she couldn't even
look Aviral in the eye. She hated him then, for not being there. All through
the following months she had withdrawn from her friends, family, office. Not
wanting to recover form the pain she felt - that would have been a betrayal of
her man.
Looking
up, Pratima could see her pain reflected in the man's eyes. For the first time
in months she didn't feel alone, she felt the unbearable burden begin to lift
from her, only a bit but it was a start. She began to believe that maybe she
had a future after all and maybe it could be with this man, with his kind true
eyes, wet with their shared tears.
They had come here to dissolve their relationship but maybe there was hope.
Pratima stood up and took Aviral by the hand and led him away from the bar
towards the beech where they had made their vows to each other two years ago.
Tomorrow she would cancel the apart; tonight they would work on renewing their
promises.
Referenced- Eliza Riley, Return to Paradise
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